I couldn't go to work today. I couldn't even get out of the house. I think I only managed about 3 hours of sleep last night and not much more than that the night before. I stood in front of the shower and couldn't muster the effort to get clean.
Today I'm having periods of clarity and periods where I can't stop crying. I just feel so bleak. I don't want to read, don't want to watch tv, don't want to eat and don't want to knit. Staring at the wall seems all I can do today.
Why are things worse? I've started on the meds and while I don't expect instant results (ok, maybe I do) I certainly didn't expect things to get worse. I don't know what to do.
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