I made it out of the house today. I've only broken down crying twice. Or maybe three times. But I managed to not flip out in public, either with my team or my family. I count that a victory.
I've never felt like I did yesterday. The overwhelming despair and pain, for no discernible reason. I've been unhappy, been hurt, been pained. I've been through deaths of beloved family members and betrayal in marriage. But I've never wanted to curl up and cry all day just because.
I got a few hours of sleep last night and my stomach feels marginally better. It's been a long day and I'm tired of holding it together. I think I'll just go to bed.
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